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Alive and Kicking

I checked my weapons, double checking to make sure that my dagger was still in it's hilt on my belt as we walked out of the cabin. In every spar I had ever had with Sagari I had never come anywhere close to beating her. I was never able to even land a scratch. As we reached the end of the path I looked back at Wolf to see her securing her mask. Behind her was Hart and Fell, who looked VERY unhappy.

"Are you ready?" she asked.

I laughed nervously, my voice catching a bit. "Not at all." I responded. I straightened my back, adopting a steely and more serious look. "Wolf you know there's a chance neither one of us will make it out of this fight alive. You don't have to do this."

“You’re wrong about that, dear. I’m not going to send you out on your own to die because you wouldn’t kill me”

"You remember what I told you though right? If things start to look bad you run."

“I know... I will”

She took my and Fell's hands, Hart rested his hand on her shoulder. Suddenly we found ourselves on a beaten path. I felt a light rain on my skin as I observed my surroundings. I found that we were on a path near the ocean, the waves crashing up onto the shore was heard from the distance. I could see a treeline that began a large forest. Hart dragged Fell further down the path with him. Wolf grabbed my wrist and she pulled me quickly towards the forest. Sagari, as expected, appeared.

"So I see that you decided to help out your psychotic 'Friend'" Sagari's voice portrayed her immense hatred. "A decision you will soon regret."

“Come on then little girl,” Wolf taunted her, removing her survival knife. “Don't be afraid! Come play with us in the forest!” Sagari darted into the forest disappearing into the trees.

"Come out, you damn coward!” My voice echoed throughout the forest. “Come out and face what's coming to you!"

"As you wish." She stepped out from behind one of the trees. Instantly I felt all of my rational self evaporate into my rage as I began to charge toward her, throwing a heavy right hook at Sagari's smug expression. Sagari's smirk widened as she grasped my arm swinging me over to the side and slamming me into one of the trees with a loud crack, pinning my arms down onto the rough bark. "Really you sparred me all the times and you thought that would work. You really are pathetic."

I furrowed my eyebrows as I glared at her, suddenly she relaxed her grip as a swift blur of silver slashed through the air from where she once was, Wolf stood a few paces away as we locked our eyes onto Sagari who was now standing a couple yards away, an arrogant smirk adorning her face. "Lovely, It will be fun to tear you both apart at the same time."

I then yanked out one of my smaller daggers, flicking my wrist quickly as the blade gave a small thud as it speared at the tree were Sagari once was, in a blur she was there. Smashing her fist into the left of my collar bone, the swiftness of the punch launching, me back into the tree. A red haze edged along my vision as pain lanced its way up throughout my arm. I gritted my teeth, holding back a shout as I steadied myself. I looked up to see Sagari drawing her rapier, blood running down her side. Wolf was on the ground struggling to stand.

“You ruin everything.” Sagari spat. I tried to take advantage of her distraction only to be bashed in the face with the pommel of her rapier.

While I was reeling She rushed forward and before I could react she slashed her sword blood spurting from my chest as an X formed. I couldn't stop myself from taking a knee. My vision began to blur as I struggled not to pass out. I stood breathing heavily. Wolf had managed to give Sagari a long cut across her stomach. I attacked Sagari leaped back before darting forward with a thrust her rapier pierced my torso. I fell to my knees clutching my stomach. My vision blurred, at this point I had lost a lot blood.

“You take everything from me!” I heard Sagari yell. Wolf was dodging around Sagari's sword as she tried to stab her. “My brother was fourteen when that thing you serve found us!” She snarled “It took his mind and made him kill our parents!” I saw Wolf manage to land a blow. Before being bashed in the head with Sagari's pommel. Sagari thrust her sword forward pinning Wolf to the tree.

I tried to get up. But found that I couldn't. I was barely conscious at this point.

“Do you know what happened after he killed my parents?” Sagari continued “He snapped out of it then and killed himself after he realized what he did!” I knew I had lost too much blood. The edge of my vision began to go black. I could barely make out what Sagari was saying. “All I have left is revenge. I won’t rest until your master and all of your kind is destroyed!”

She removed the sword from Wolf's shoulder and slammed her head into the tree. Wolf began to slide down the tree. I blearily made out Sagari raising her sword high ready to end Wolf's life.

You know how people say that when your about to die your life flashes before your eyes? I never thought that was true but at that moment it did.

My mother's body parts spread about her room, my father crying covered in blood....

Both my brothers running into the forest and never coming back.....

Sitting uselessly as Izzy was taken.....

The look of shock and fear on Nick's face as his throat was slit.........

Holding Izzy as the life left her eyes.....

"She had the most beautiful light green hair"

My entire life had only been failures. Everyone precious to me dying and I was always useless. SO FUCKING USELESS. It wouldn't happen again.

"You know I love you right?"

Never again.......

I jumped to my feet adrenaline flooding my veins. I rushed forward faster than should have been possible and planted my dagger into Sagari's back. Sagari turned a look of shock adorning her face. She thrust her sword forward but it was like she was moving in slow motion. I weaved around it and grabbed her wrist with a quick movement SNAP! She screamed dropping her sword and holding her now broken wrist. I walked over to Wolf as she stood up. We nodded to each other before both of us rushed Sagari she could do nothing as Wolf delivered a bone shattering punch to her ribs followed by me delivering a crushing kick to her solar plexus. She took a half ass swing at me but I easily batted away the clumsy attempt before punching her in the face shattering her nose.

With a scream of rage Sagari lunged at Wolf who simply side stepped and kneed her knocking the wind out of her. As Sagari quickly turned Wolf stomped on her knee cap a sickening crack filled the air as Sagari screamed and fell. Wolf stood over her ready to end it.

"You don't understand!" Sagari exclaimed gasping for breath. Her voice was raspy from screaming. "I did what I had to. Roy I always had your best interest in mind." I stepped in front of Wolf stopping her from ending it.

"No I understand enough you got me thrown into this mess! Why me? Why did you choose me?!" I had obviously lost my cool at this point.

Sagari began to cry.

"I saw your potential Roy! Izzy was a necessary loss. Don't you see that? I had amazing plans for you. You would do so much good! But then...." She looked at Wolf, hatred burning in her eyes. "She came along and corrupted you. When Izzy died you were supposed to finally see people like her for what they truly were......monsters!"

"Your the only monster here Sagari. Because of you the women I loved more than anything in the world is gone." I said as tears began to stream from my eyes. I couldn't help it god dammit.

“I'm the monster? Did you hear what I told your ‘friend’ a few minutes ago. Do you know how I know that’s what happened? I was there! I was only five years old and I was forced to witness it all.” She started to laugh through her tears “My brother thought that thing was some type of god but he is not. The Slenderman is an animal that must be put down just like all of his followers, for they are a cancer on the world, only capable of corruption and death”

My eyes widened as I realized how similar her situation was to mine. The only difference was how we chose to deal with it. I realized in her twisted thought process she was only doing what she thought was right.

“You’re a delight, Sagari.” Wolf said “It has been a pleasure, but I do think it is just about time to end this, wouldn’t you say Roy?”

“Wait Wolf….” Somehow I think she already knew what I was going to say. “We…we have her beaten, let’s just walk away.

“Oh Roy…”

“I know what you’re going to say… I know how this is going to sound but we shouldn't kill her. I don’t want any more blood on my hands than necessary.”

“Then you walk away and let me do it, hero. She has made it abundantly clear that she wishes me dead. Killing her now, before she gets a chance to make good on her threats seems like the most practical course of action. If you can’t then I will. I’ll be the monster. I’ll carry the sin; no blood on your hands”

“You know I can’t do that either”

“Why not? She is the reason that you’re here, is she not? She brought you and Izzy into this mess then had the gall to torture you the second you disobeyed. She could try it again. She could attempt revenge on you. Do you really want to leave an enemy that could come back to harm you later? What happened to your resolve? "

“I know. I remember what she did and I want to kill her. I want stab her in the fucking face for the misery she brought upon my life. But I understand now. She's suffered just like us. If we do this we're no better than her."

“What did I tell you before, hero? Everybody has a sad story to tell. Her story does not excuse her actions any more than mine does. We all must take responsibility for the path we choose.”

“I agree, but there’s a better way than this. Her hate has consumed her and led her to try to take revenge on all of your kind, without exception and without seeing the individuals that make up the group. I don’t want to follow the same path by seeking revenge back on her. Instead we should give her the chance to see that she was wrong and decide to change. You can teach her that things aren’t as black and white as she would like to think.” I looked at her with pleading eyes. "I can't stop you from doing this Wolf you know that. But please...there doesn't have to be anymore bloodshed."

“…God damn it Roy, you play the game too well sometimes. Fine, I will show mercy. I don’t like this but I’ll do it for your sake, if nothing else.”

“Thank you, my friend” I said, breathing a sigh of relief

“Heh… Always too kind for your own good. Always trying to rise above and save everyone But then, that is why you remain a hero in my eyes.”

She turned to Sagari.

“As for you, my dear, count yourself lucky and learn from this. Know that should you threaten me or Roy again, I will not show this same mercy. ”

At this point the adrenaline chose to leave my body. All the affects from the blood loss, and the pain hit me at once and my vision once again began to blur. Wolf looked at me.

"Well dear ready to go home?"

"Well Wolf....with that done I think I'm going to go ahead and die...."

and then everything went black.

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Apparently from there Wolf took me to one of Hart's contacts, a doctor. Though I am still injured I feel I have overstayed my welcome. Were lucky Slender hasn't appeared yet. So I will be leaving very soon. 

heheh.....I probably shouldn't even be up right now. My wounds feel like there on fire. But I've always had a problem with sitting still.

Anyways...I also have another problem...I noticed it when I woke up. That.....that damn song. It's back.  At first I was confused....But I may have an idea of why it has returned. I thought when Sagari had touched my forehead she had destroyed his influence. But I realize that no one can destroy it. She had simply blocked it, put up a wall. By fighting Sagari I had cut ties with her and Sanctuary effectively destroying said wall. I'm not too worried yet it is only softly in the back of my head.

I have yet to inform Wolf.

well......this may be it

Tomorrow I fight Sagari with Wolf. I feel as though I'm marching to my death. So this post will be short.

I wanted to make sure to thank you guys for all of your help and support. I couldn't have survived this long without you all. So thank you. I guess that's all I have to say.

Until next time.....if there is one.

-Roy

MUSIC!!!!

So pain killers wore off already, faster than I thought they would. I'm now terribly embarrassed, Fell hates me even more if possible, and Harts avoiding me like the plague(I must of done something). I think I also may have irritated Wolf. Which I really hope I didn't do.

Anyways I've taken notice that many Bloggers have been using music. So I decided this post would be dedicated to a music. A song for some of the fears:

Slenderman: oh my god just.....I love this

The Cold Boy: ..........  :'(

The Black Dog: I didn't encounter him just wanted to do him anyways

The Empty City: Not sure I actually encountered this one putting it on here just in case....also not to fond of this band just thought this song just fit.

The Unnamed Child: theme song of my life.

Darkness: pretty much just for the title.

For people:

Wolf: It's cheesy as hell and annoys the crap outta me but I hope it gets the point across.

Fell: hopefully this doesn't just piss you off even more...

Med: Thought you'd appreciate this...or it would irritate you. Either way *shrugs* made me laugh my ass off.

Ash or Spyre or whoever you are at the moment: Never been a big Beatles fan but figured you could use something to cheer you up.

Rose: Nick showed me this one...it scarred me for life. I picked it because I know how much you love skittles.

Nick: reminds me of you.



So there MUSIC FOR ALL. Except the ones I forgot. ROY OUT!

Yayyyyyyy

Ohh myyyyy goooooddd I found pain meds in my backpack I actually forgot I had these

My hands WERE hurting but not anymore cuz I took a bunch buuut I think may have took a few too many...SO how are you guys today??? I was good but Hart won't play video games with me...probably cuz I whooped his ass last time.

I was gonna ask Fell to spar but Wolf told me that was a bad idea soooooo then I asked Wolf if she wanted to spar and she said something like "your not in the right state of mind and blah blah blah...." So yea.

I'm gonna go bug Wolf to spar again byeeeee

Laziness

Had a friendly dinner with Wolf this evening. It was nice...felt almost normal. I'm too tired to type anything else so if you want anymore details just look here.

Kay goodnight everyone.

"Did you play that game I told you about?" Izzy asked. We sat on the couch her head on my shoulder as I held her.

"Of course dear."

"And?" She asked me in her usual excited tone.

"Terrified the hell outta me." She giggled sweetly at this.

"Oh? Is my big strong man scared of a faceless business man?" She asked in a mocking tone.

I let out a throaty chuckle, holding her tighter. "Are you kidding me? Of course not. As if something like that could be real."

She brushed her lips against mine. "You know I love you right?" She asked.

"I love you to." I said flustered from the simple kiss. God I was such a wuss back then.

"Sure your not scared?" She asked teasing me.

Another chuckle. "Yes I'm sure. Where did you hear about this Slenderman anyways?"

"It was this girl I met on the way back from my accounting class."

"Yea?"

"Yeah! She bumped into me spilling my coffee and she was so apologetic. She offered to buy me lunch and you know I never turn down a free lunch."

"Yea I know." I said grinning at her.

"So over lunch we learned more about each other and found we both loved all things horror. From there she asked me if I had ever heard of the slenderman. She went on telling me about him. When I got home I looked him up and found myself unable to stop researching him. He's just so damn fascinating!" She finally stopped and took a breath.

"Does this mystery girl have a name?"

"I can't really remember....I'm sure she told me."

"Well what did she look like then? I might have saw her around campus."

"She was pale and....oh yeah! She must have been foreign or something because she claimed it was natural."

"Claimed that what was natural?"

"She had the most beautiful light green hair."

The cabin

I had been waiting outside the hotel with a backpack full of my weapons. When I felt a tap on my shoulder I yelped in surprise. I hadn't heard anyone approach. I quickly turned hand already reaching for my trusty dagger. When I saw the mask I froze. I felt a mix of terror and surprise. How had I let one get so close to me? My mind raced with ways to escape the situation when....

"Roy I presume?" A women's voice asked in a very polite tone. While I couldn't see her face I'm sure she was smirking at my look of terror. That damnable mask scared the hell out of me. I simply nodded calming down but only slightly.

"Wolf?" I asked, unsure. She nodded and gestured for me to follow. I did with hesitance still slightly nervous. As we walked she took my hand and our surroundings blurred and were replaced by trees. I nervously looked back seeing that there was no exit. As I looked around I instantly felt on edge. I could easily tell who had created it. The whole place had that slender touch to it.

I heard Wolf chuckle at my look of awe and terror. "Oh calm down dear." I snapped out my terror induced daze at the sound of her voice. As we came to the clearing I saw the cabin.

"So this is it then? This is the cabin?" I asked. It was in one word simple. Not sure what I had expected.

I saw, leaning against the front of the cabin, a masked women. Even with the mask on I could tell she was glaring at me. I assumed this was Fell. I extended my hand in greeting. She strode up to me ignoring the hand and proceeded to tell me that if any harm came to Wolf because of me she would end me. Fell of course used much more....colorful words.

"I'm sorry about that, If you will just follow me." Wolf walked inside and with hesitance I stepped inside as well. As I set down my book bag Wolf spoke. "Welcome home dear." She said this with a sigh and a laugh. "If you need anything ask Hart. I'm going to go check on Fell." With that she walked further into the cabin. I asked Hart where the computer was and he showed me before going and sitting down.

I can already tell me and Fell are not going to become friends. Luckily Hart seems nice enough. God my hands hurt. This is going to be a long week.

I'm leaving

I'm going somewhere safe. Somewhere where hopefully Sagari can't find me. Wolf has agreed to take me to the cabin. Even if she reads this I doubt she can enter the cabin. Only Wolf and Slendy can find their way there.

So Strider if your reading this you don't have to go to Germany anymore.

I'll post again as soon as I can.

One week

I woke up with a low groan, moving to stretch out a bit before noticing I was tied to a chair I instantly panicked and began to struggle against the bonds but to no avail.

"there's no use struggling you know." I looked up to see the owner of the voice was Sagari yet she looked different somehow. Her eyes held an angry glint to them. "That there is steel wire tied to you, the more you struggle the more you'll just hurt yourself" I could feel it digging into my skin painfully. Yet I kept my calm demeanor, never let them see you sweat. I strangely wasn't shocked in this situation.

"What's going on Sagari why am I tied up?" She actually chuckled at this.

"What Roy you didn't think I kept up with your little blog? I know you don't plan to kill her. The damn monster." She spat the last part. "and why should you? it's not like she's some murderous psychopath that kills for fun and works for the creature that ruined your life." she said this in a sarcastic tone.

"A hero doesn't hurt those precious to him." I said this, trying to keep my voice as steady as I could. She started laughing loudly.

"You a hero? that's what she calls you right? There are no heroes in this life Roy, surely you must see that. Even if there were heroes what would qualify you to be one? What have you actually done that did anyone any good? All you've done is get your friends killed. Like Izzy, poor Izzy her boyfriend was too weak to save her." Every word struck me to the core and stung as I realized she was right. What had I actually done to contribute to this fight? So far I had done nothing but run. "just why is she so precious to you? Don't you realize that if she was ordered by the tentacled bastard she wouldn't hesitate to kill you. She's not your friend. She's just toying with you. Your nothing but a source of amusement to her."

I sat there in silence, my head tilted down as my hair draped in front of my eyes. I was trying my best to banish any thought of Izzy from my head as the image of her death flashed throughout my head over and over. I couldn't cry, not now.

"You will kill her Roy." Sagari said firmly and with authority.

"No"

"What did you say?"

"Did I stutt-" she cut me off with a swift and powerful punch to my face, instantly I could feel a welt rising from the impact.

"It would seem I need to teach you a lesson." she stated with a sigh, giving me a cold stare. She left the room and after a few minutes came back with a small plain box that gave me a bad feeling. She removed from the box a scalpel, the light shining off the edge of the blade. I tried to keep a straight expression but I could feel myself faltering. "Remember Roy you did this to yourself." She slowly began to drive the tip into knuckle of my hand, blood began to well up and I gritted my teeth as she drove the blade down into bone, I wouldn't yell. By the time she stopped each knuckle was a bloodied mess. She put away the blood caked scalpel calmly. "So what have you learned?"

I grinned slightly through the pain, before spitting down on her shoes. "That your a psychotic bitch." I laughed, oh how it hurt to laugh. Her face twitched with rage as she reached into the box pulling out a thin and long needle, and began to drive it beneath my nail, reaching into the box again as she drove in more into each nail, the pain was excruciating as she slowly drove each of them deeper and deeper. This time I couldn't stop myself from yelling out in pain as she drove the last needle beneath my nail. She then reached and grabbed a hammer from the box, smashing it down onto my finger tips, the needles bent and stabbed at the bones in my hand, I shouted out once more in agony as she dropped the hammer and it landed on the ground with a clang, my fingertips now a mangled mess.

"You WILL kill her!" She shouted angrily, her face beginning to tinge red with rage.

I looked up, my vision starting to haze a bit at the edges, my chest heaving as I panted from the pain. "Go to hell." I said weakly. She then took out a syringe, and slowly began to fill it up with a clear liquid. I could only watch dizzily as she began to inject the needle into my arm. At first nothing but the prick of the needle was felt, and then slowly a searing pain striked up my arms. I screamed loudly as I tried to arch my back, the wire drawing beads of blood as I struggled against the bonds. This seemed to go on for hours, until a red haze began to fog my vision before I was claimed by the darkness I got a last glimpse at Sagari's face. She was glaring down at my coldly, and then I blacked out.
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I woke up back at the hotel room and looked around a bit before noticing each of my fingers were tightly bandaged. I slowly went to flex them when suddenly a sharp pain pierced up along my hands, I winced and bit back a shout. So it had been real I realized, the bandages beginning to get stained red as fresh blood spilled from my fingers. I looked over and saw a note on the nightstand.

Dear Roy,


I'm sorry for what you made me do. But maybe next time you will think twice before disobeying me. I no longer give you the option of choosing your first target. As apart of your punishment your first target is her and I know you know who I'm talking about. You have one week to take care of her. If you don't I will kill her myself and then kill you shortly afterwards. You only have one week Roy so you better get to it!

Sincerely,
Sagari

Well I should re-bandage myself, I'll post if anything happens.

Another quick update

Surprisingly today has been relatively quiet. Sagari still isn't back yet which I guess is a good thing. So with nothing else to do I've sat in this same hotel room playing Super Nintendo and watching YouTube videos. Yea it's not been a very productive day.

I also beat that new Slender game Slender: the arrival. I was not surprised to find the game not nearly as scary as before.

I guess I should try and get some sleep

So she finally shows up

Yea she showed up at my door. I was pissed until I noticed she was covered in blood. But by the way she was smiling it probably wasn't hers.

A quick hug later she told me how happy she was to see me. I asked her where she had been.

Sagari: can I take a shower first?

I chuckled, embarrassed. I nodded and she went to take a shower and sat down in the chair dosing off. She woke me up about 15 minutes later clad only in a towel. I instantly woke up screaming a loud "What the hell!!" She raised a brow at this. She asked if I had some clothes she could borrow. I threw her some clothes covering my eyes. I'm sure my face was aflame. I'm not good in these situations.

She came back out my clothes slightly baggy on her. "You asked where I was?" She asked me.

I was snapped out my daze. "Uhhhh yea...."

"Let's just say I ran into some trouble."

"Uh okay. I guess I'm glad your here. I don't have the azoth yet. I've had trouble drawing him out. I'm not even sure how I plan to obtain the azoth. I guess I could cut off one of his tentacles. Though not sure how I'm going to pull that off..." I adopted a thinking look at this point.

"I have something for you that will probably help. I'll visit sanctuary and grab it later."

"Well Strider will be here in a couple of days to help me so..."

"Cool in the meantime I have a couple other things I'd like you to take care of." Her face turning serious. Taking out a list she handed it to me. It was a list of names. "I feel some proxies need to be taken care of."

Not bothering to look at the list I gave her a questioning look. "Whys that?"

"Their kill count is growing. They need to be taken care of."

"When you say take care of do you mean..."

"See to it as you see fit. Kill them, free them doesn't matter. Just get to it."

She went to leave. "Where are you going?"

"Sanctuary." She stated simply. "I'll be back later. Look over the list and pick your first target. Doesn't matter what order you choose. When I get back you'll get started." With that she left.

I quickly scanned the list. My eyes widened at some of the names. My heart dropped at the last couple in particular.

"Aww hell..."

Inspiring isn't it?

Just the idea that a mere human could injure Slender to this degree. Even though it's just a story.

Now if only he could be hurt so easily.

IM SICK OF THE GOD DAMN NOTES!!!!!

Sagari didn't show.........again. In her place ANOTHER FUCKING NOTE. This is getting really old.

Her note explained that she needed for me to obtain some azoth aka "slender sludge".

Okay so:

1. Someone explain what this substance is. It seems to pop in a lot of different blogs but I'm still not exactly sure what it is.

2. How would I go about obtaining said substance?

Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Bored pt.2

Back at the hotel in town. Finally got a call from Sagari. She told me she would be at my hotel come morning. So once again I find myself bored as hell.....who wants to chat?

quick update

So arrived in Germany without a hitch. It's quite beautiful here by the way.

I'm actually updating from my phone right now. The Black Forest is quite beautiful. Though It makes me feel on edge. It just feels wrong. Like I'm not welcome here. Though that's most likely my own paranoia getting to me. Sagari's a no show.....again. I tried the number she had called me from and it was disconnected. I tried sleeping but I kept tossing and turning in my bed last night, but sleep never came to me, I think im starting to suffer from jet lag. So with nothing else to do I decided to take a walk. My eyes began to droop as I finally fell asleep.....in the forest. Though I can't really seem to remember lying down, I woke up as the sun began to rise, the heat warming my skin as I leaned up from a bed of moss, I groaned as my back stretched and cracked, surprised that our suited friend hadn't moved me around.

Now that I think about he hasn't appeared once. I'm not too sure thats a good thing. Anyways tired and dirty from my nap in the woods I'm heading back to town. See yall later!

What happened

I've put this off long enough....

What happened that night? You may be wondering why I was a raging drunk a while back. I never really explained what happened that night.

I followed the instructions written on the back of Nick's note. It led to a small abandoned warehouse. Feeling the sickening feeling of deja vu. I continued anyways. Walking in my hand reaching for my dagger. I then noticed that in my haste I hadn't brought any weapons. Gritting my teeth I continued in. I noticed Nick standing underneath a single light, that same devious smirk on his face. I also took notice that Sagari was not present. I turned quickly to leave just as Izzy slammed the door shut behind me.


N: So you came! Good to see your as stupid as I thought you were.

R: So what now? You've brought me here to kill me I assume?

Izzy responded this time with a chipper tone.

I: Yep daddy finally gave us the OK to kill you! Isn't that great dear?

I tensed up as Nick walked forward slowly. When he was close enough he lashed out with his hand. A stinging pain lanced up the side of my face as the back of his hand struck. I retaliated with a swing at his head that he was easily able to dodge. Grabbing my arm he flipped over his shoulder. I layed there gasping for a moment, shocked. He mocked me about how I had never been able to beat him before and to get up because the beating was just beginning. I shakily stood as he slammed his fist into my collarbone, and then into my torso, searing pain exploded along my body as he continued a barrage of punches. I could do nothing but weakly try to block, unsuccessfully.

By the end of his beating blood was trickling from the sides of my mouth and at this point I was thinking how this was it. I was really gonna die.

I: Nick! I'm supposed to be the one who kills hiiimmm!

Izzy whined. Nick sighed and looked to her, shrugging a bit as he gave his neck a slight crack before replying with annoyance present in his tone.

N: Fine, but make it quick. We have to get back.

Izzy walked up to me. Brandishing a knife. She brushed her lips on mine. Mocking me.

I: well Roy looks like this is the end. It was fun.

As she raised the knife. I did the last thing I could think to do. Faster then I thought I could move at that point I touched my hand to Izzy's forehead. Her eyes seemed to become glossy before the warehouse around me disappeared. I found myself outside of a forest, The sun shining.

I had never tried to free someone before. I assumed this was Izzy's mental plane. I walked up to the forest. The closer I got to the forest the darker the sky got until it was night.

I entered forest and I could feel his presence. Following me as I walked. He would appear in the corner of my before disappearing quickly. I moved breaking into a sprint. I wasn't sure what exactly I was looking for honestly.

But once I came to a small clearing to what I assumed was the center of the forest. I knew what I was looking for was here. I saw in the middle lying down.....it was Izzy. She looked as though she was asleep. Sagari spoke as though this would be hard. It seemed all I would have to do was wake her up.

But as I walked forward HE appeared. Instantly one of his tentacles shot forward impacting me in the chest knocking me through one of the trees. I was surprised to find that it actually hurt to get hit in the mental plane.

I got up rushing forward again only to be once again swatted away by one of the many tentacles. This went on for awhile. Finally I was able to sidestep around him. I ran towards Izzy as fast as I could. As soon as I did I tapped her forehead waking her. Night turned to day.

The forest vanished and I was once again in the warehouse. Izzy's eyes focused once more on me and she looked confused dropping her knife.

I: Roy? What's going on? Where ar-BANG

The shot echoed throughout the warehouse. As the bullet entered her skull all I could do was watch in shock as she fell to the ground, blood instantly began to seep into my shoes and clothing, painting the floor crimson. I fell to my knees and cradled her. Just staring at her now lifeless eyes. I didn't even turn my head as Nick spoke.

N: it's a shame really. She was a damn good proxy. I would kill you myself but I feel as though I should let you wallow in your misery just awhile longer. Don't worry though ill see you again. Try not to get anyone else killed, alright?

With that he walked out not before saying they were free to kill me. I didn't even register the words as 10 masked figures came from the shadows. Each brandishing a different weapon. They all snickered as who I assumed the leader was stepped forward. He told the others he would take care of this. Walking forward crow bar in hand.

I laid a kiss on Izzy's forehead before shutting her eyes and standing to my feet. I picked up the knife she had dropped. The proxy charged forward swinging the crowbar aiming for my head. I ducked before slitting his throat. I watched with cold eyes as he fell to his knees choking on blood. The red liquid staining the floor.

The others seemed shocked before charging forward. All at once. I was just one man after all. It was there mistake. I remember the rest in perfect detail. Every broken bone, slit throat, every sliced tendon. This was no fight this was a massacre. I killed everyone with indifference feeling nothing. Even the last one. He was on his knees begging me for his life. Telling me he became a proxy to protect his 6 year old sister. That he was all she had left. I didn't care as I stuck the knife slowly into his forehead, killing him painfully.

I looked around at my handy work then at my blood stained hands. I walked out of the warehouse. Wandering through the streets I went and grabbed a bottle of vodka, throwing the money at the cashier as i left.

As I walked home I felt warm drops of water running down my cheeks. "It must be raining" I thought aloud numbly. I looked expecting to see dark clouds in the sky, raining.

There was no rain that night.

Where it all began

http://darknessonlyconfirmswhatwecannotsee.blogspot.com/2013/05/i-kicked-in-front-door-hello-roy-you.html

After my fight with Strider, who I'm still pissed with, I made my way back to my hotel room and bandaged myself up. I know I have a cracked rib. But I'm not going to the hospital. Not going to explain why......
I checked my cell phone and noticed I had 6 missed calls from an unknown number. I called the number and a panicked female voice answered.

"Roy?!" This was Sagari and I was surprised that she was panicked. It wasn't like her.

"Sagari? Whats wrong? Wait why didn't you meet me in Toronto?" I was slightly annoyed that she hadn't showed but my worry overpowered it.

"I'm sorry about that Roy.....but I need you to make one more trip for me."

"and where am I to go now?"

"To where it all began Roy.....The Black Forest."

"You want me to go to Germany? Infamous Slender man hot spot?" She chuckled though still sounding nervous.

"I'll see you here Roy." With a beep the line went dead.

So Germany huh? I think it's time I stop running. I think it's time I start fighting. So I leave in the morning.

One other thing that feels slightly irrelevant. Remember how I said creepypasta helped me relax. I found one that actually scares me and it's actually causing me nightmares. Most are in dark hallways as a man with a maniac grin chases me with his knife. Before killing me telling me to "GO TO SLEEP". Though I know impossible for someone such as Jeff to exist(knock on wood).....he terrifies me. I find it funny that out of all the monsters I face and the monsters found on creepypasta the one that scares me is a human.

Leaving NOW

Okay gotta type this in a hurry! I was getting coffee today and on the way back to hotel I saw Strider walking down the street. He had a small group with him. So it would seem he doesn't plan on fighting fair. With that in mind I put my hood up and walked past, he didn't seem to notice me. I got back to the hotel and my room was a mess. Obviously someone *cough* Strider *cough* was here and going through my stuff. So he knows where I am and I'm outnumbered. With that in mind I'm packing up what supplies I have and leaving.

I'll stay here until dark and then I'll slip out of the city. I'll post again when I can.

relaxing

Been awhile since I listened to a good creepypasta. It's actually my strange way of relaxing. Anyways I love how this guy reads this.

Utterly beautiful.....

Lets keep this brief

God my head hurts...hard to really focus on anything so this post will be short.

I woke up this morning with a empty bottle of vodka and a really bad headache. Last nights a bit of a blur. But when I checked the blog and read my last post.....I acted like a lunatic. It occurs to me I owe some people apologies.

Med I'm sorry really I am...you and wolf may have actually saved my life. I'm pretty sure you distracted me till I passed out.

Wolf I feel like all I did was rub salt in old wounds. I know you know what it is to suffer....and even my alcohol affected brain was hit hard by what you said. I'm truly sorry. I wish I could be the hero you call me. Heroes help people and do good. I'm not sure how much good I've actually done. All I've shown you is a pathetic man who is easily broken and runs at the first sign of trouble. Just a fool.

Ill explain everything that happened later. For now I'm heading to the drug store for some aspirin.

HAHAHAHAHA vodka is graet......hahaha have you ever tried it faceless? HAHAHAHAHA so gooooooood why don't you have one on me? Go ahead have a seat. You know I don't like u.....u you ruined my life ya know. Why don't you come in faceless? It would be more comfy then standing there at the window......

U ruined my life...... You know you guys there's something I never told you. I never told you HAHAHAHAHA what was I thinking? Maybe I should just end it all. How would that make you feel faceless!!???!!?!? Just take this knife and slit my throat. BETTER THIS WAY HUH?

yea maybe it would be better this way.....

more notes....great

Still no sign of Sagari but now I know why....I found another note on my night stand this morning.


       Dear "Brother",
My word, Canada sure is quite nice this time of the year, wouldn't you agree? Anyways enough about your vacation. I will get down to the gritty part, plain and simple. Sagari is in my hands, and if you do not come to the location in which the directions are listed on the back of this letter. She will be killed. I'll see you there.

                                                                                                   Sincerely, Your "Brother"
                                                                                                                 -Nickalas Quin

So Nick already got here before me and somehow was able to kidnap Sagari. So I'll be heading over there tonight. Most likely to my imminent doom. But If by some miracle I survive I'll make sure Nick is dead before I leave.

Sagari has done a lot for me....I can't just let her die.

I'll se y'all later.......maybe

Strider

I don't know if any of you know what's going on but uh here:

http://darknessonlyconfirmswhatwecannotsee.blogspot.com/2013/05/so.html?m=1

He thinks I'm trying to kill him. So Strider if your reading this pay attention closely to the next sentence.

I DID NOT PUT A HIT ON YOU.

But I know your not going to take my word for it. So I want you know something and it may seem harsh. Strider your my friend but if you come looking for a fight I won't hesitate to end you and don't think for 1 minute that I can't. If you want I don't mind sitting with you and talking things through. But if your looking for a fight ill give you one.

I'm no traitor and shame to those who would think for one minute that I am.

Anyways I'm in Toronto now and I couldn't find Sagari so ill be staying In another hotel for the night. See y'all later.

Vacation

Woke up this morning in the hotel and I noticed their was an envelope on my nightstand. One that hadn't been there the night before. I opened it slowly almost as if I expected it to explode. In the envelope was 500 dollars, a ticket for a plane, and a note. The note simply said:

I'll be waiting - Sagari

I looked at the plane ticket. Looks like I'm heading to Toronto. Though I doubt it's going to be a vacation.