Saturday, April 13, 2013

Tired

When I heard her scream I ran to her and flung the door open. She was gone and her place was a bouquet. A bouquet of black roses. Death....

After I typed up the post a couple of nights ago I ran off the next morning. I felt anger and HIS song grew louder. But I didn't try to calm down......I didn't want to calm down. We had explored the city the day before and there was only one place that Smiley could of took her. There was an old paper mill here in the town, it had been abandoned for years now. It was within running distance of where we had been staying.

I knew Slendy was following me. I assumed my rage had drawn him to me. But I didn't care at the moment. With any luck I could draw him into a fight with Smiley like last time.

I arrived at the paper mill and without a second thought quickly entered. Smiley was no where in sight and in the state I was in I didn't stop to question that at all. That's when I saw her tied to a chair. I breathed a sigh of relief. She was awake and she looked terrified. I quickly cut the ropes with the dagger I had grabbed. Grabbing her hand I assured Laura that everything would be okay. Right before she took a steel pipe to the back of my head.

When I woke up I was tied to a chair with Laura sitting in one in front of me. She greeted me with a happy "good morning sunshine". She saw that I was terribly confused. She then went about explaining everything. How she had been lying from the start, how she was a servant of the Smiling Man. Smiley wanted me for himself for what reason I'm not sure. She was all I had left in the world.... to know she was never my friend, that she had been lying the whole time, that now I had no one. I wasn't even mad. I just felt dead inside. I let the song take control. Laura was still rambling with her back turned to me. that was a mistake she would pay for dearly. I easily broke my bindings but she didn't seem to notice. I stood up put my hands on both hands sides of her neck and she only had time to let out a surprised gasp before.......Snap! I broke her neck in one swift move. Her lifeless body fell to the ground. When I noticed petals in the air.

One of the petals touched my shoulder and a gash appeared. I didn't feel it though.....I didn't really feel anything at the moment. I saw the smiling man in the corner. Picking up the steel pipe from earlier I slowly walked towards him. His petals were tearing my body to pieces but I didn't care. When I got close enough I swung and smashed his head open. I spent the what felt like hours swinging this pipe at Smileys now bloodied corpse. I dropped the pipe as Slender's song got softer. I suddenly felt extreme pain and fell to my knees. I knew I had lost alot of blood because my vision was getting blurry. But before I passed out I saw that a door had appeared, and it seemed to be calling to me. With the last of my strength I crawled to the door and opened it before passing out.

There's more to this and Ill put it in the next post. I'm just so....tired.

8 comments:

  1. Oh Roy...

    I'm sorry about Laura. I hope you get out of this and find the courage and strength to carry on.

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  2. Ah, your first kill. Congratulations, hero, on successfully taking your revenge.

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  3. I was too weak... I told you and Fell that I wouldn't kill if I could avoid it. I could have in this situation. I didn't have to kill her. I said I would never give in to Ritter but I did. I've been nothing but talk.

    I don't know what to do anymore. I may have lost the only person I had left in the world.

    I'm no hero. I never have been.

    What can I do?

    -Roy

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    1. Just because you make mistakes doesn't mean you can't carry on.

      Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from.

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    2. Your armor has lost its gleam? Then either shed it and accept your end, work to clean it, or make it shine again with blood.

      You speak of loss and weakness- I see none. Didn't lose Laura because you never had her. In my opinion it's not weak to kill one who betrayed you.











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    3. Rose- it amazes me that one so young is so wise.

      Wolf- She did deserve to die. But it doesn't mean I have to like it. I will work to "clean my armor" as you have put it. As always thank you.

      -Roy

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  4. My "Door" is still open, might as well join the fight, get back at it all..

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    1. I plan to stay in sanctuary for another week or so. When I leave I have a quick personal matter to take care of.

      Afterwards I think I will join up with you guys. Looking foward to meeting you.

      -Roy

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