Back from the dead

Yea so Dying? Really....I mean REALLY sucks. Hurts like a bitch too. I don't recommend it to any of you.

Oh? Surprised? So am I. I shouldn't be alive right now. Oh yea so good news I'm alive. Bad news Izzy is too. More bad news.....Sagari informed me that the only way out of sanctuary was to make a mad dash through one of the domains. One of the Fear's domains.

That's not how I died though.

I died during Sagari's final "test".

I woke up yesterday morning to the smell of smoke. I panicked quickly flipping to my feet. Twin daggers already in hand. I ran out the door. What I saw made me freeze in horror. Sanctuary, the trees, the plants, all once so beautiful.....now on fire turning to ashes before my eyes.

From within the fire I saw Izzy walking towards me sporting a mad grin. She ran towards me with a straight sword in hand. We locked blades and with no words began a deadly dance. Exchanging blades for what felt like hours. I had many chances to end the fight that I didn't take hesitating to end her. Each time cost me. Where I hesitated Izzy did not leaving gash after gash on my body. I didn't feel the pain because of all the adrenaline shooting through my body. Until finally I ended it. I parried one of her attacks and everything seemed to slow down. I quickly spun around cleaving straight through her neck. Her head fell to the ground. The adrenaline left my body as the blood loss began to take effect and I fell to my knees. Shortly after I wrote the post and I shut my eyes death taking me.

I woke up this morning good as knew and confused as hell. Sagari chuckled at my look of confusion before explaining that it had been a test. She needed make sure I could kill when I needed to. She also explained that she could manipulate sanctuary to look as she wanted. It's also apparently impossible for me to permanently die while in sanctuary. Strange.

I packed up to leave through the path. But before I could Sagari gave me 2 gifts. One a dagger made of pure silver and the other the power to cleanse people of a fears influence and mark.

"I must warn you though" she told me. "If yours and the victims will cant over power the fears will it will transfer its will upon you making you it's new servant."

She told me that I wouldn't be able to get back unless sanctuary called me back. So after thanking her for all the help I was off.

That's when things went bad. I don't truly know what happened. One minute I'm sprinting through path the next moment I wake up with a hooded girl standing over me. I soon learned this was Aveline and that Strider had picked me up on the path and brought me back to his bunker. I learned that after I went on a panicked frenzy and attacked Aveline. Which I still feel guilty about.......here Strider gives a more detailed explanation then me.

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Damn seekers with there unnatural strength.

I have to get off Aveline is giving me a strict look because I'm supposed to be resting.