Monday, March 25, 2013

Guilt

Hmmmm.. I've been thinking about my masked attacker yesterday. There were a few things that confused me. At first I simply thought he had been sent by slendy to kill me. But then I realized that didn't make sense. If he had been sent to kill me why didn't he do it when he had the chance. I had been vulnerable lying on the ground hunting knife on the other side of the room. Yet instead of finishing me there he fled. It doesn't make any sense.

What had been his purpose in showing up at my motel room if not to kill me. I also realized something else.....

It's my fault Nick was stabbed and nearly killed. What had I been thinking? When I left Michigan I brought Nick with me. Why did I bring him. I've involved him in this fight. WHAT HAD I BEEN THINKING???? Izzy's words keep replaying in my head that she saw herself die then nick and finally me.....

I won't let nick be taken from me.... I can't let him be taking from me! He's all I have left.....

What have I done?

4 comments:

  1. All that homework and you can't even venture a single guess?

    How disappointing

    Of course, he may actually be shaking the status quo but still

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  2. My dear wolf I never meant to dissspoint, my apologies.

    I am fairly new to this fight and have simply not been in the right state of mind as of late.

    -Roy

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    1. Understandable, however, you may not last long if you fail to call upon your studies; if you fail to force yourself from this state

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    2. Noted.... I'll try to keep a tighter grip on my emotions in the future.

      -Roy

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