Sunday, March 31, 2013

I can't sleep

HIS song is so loud now.

It....it hurts.

It won't go away.

HE wants me to do something for him.

The more I resist the louder it gets.

But I won't....cant give in.

But god does it hurt.

Pressing forward

My head hurts so bad! But according to the doctor I don't have a concussion. Laura said she actually has a friend around these parts that wouldn't mind if we crashed at their house so were heading there now. So let me try my best to explain what happened last night.

We decided it would be safest if Nick and Laura stayed at the car. Actually scratch that I decided it would be safest. So armed with nothing but a dagger I took off into the forest. It was just as I had remembered it. Tall, dark, and ominous. Especially now that I knew what lurked in them. It took me around 2 hours to get to my house. My house is actually located in a small clearing at about the center of the forest.

When I saw my house it brought back a number of unsettling memories that I may or may not get into in the next post. It was rundown looking as though no one had set foot in it for years. Which I guess makes sense because I'm pretty sure nobody had. My house wasn't exactly large, it was more of a small cottage.

I knew HE was following. Slendy isn't exactly subtle. But I went up to my house any ways. I opened the door which looked ready to come off the hinges. The next thing I knew I heard "Suprise!" Right before something cracked me in the back of the skull. I blacked out at this point.

It's impossible to say how much time passed before I woke up. My vision was blurry at first. What I saw in front of me was... Utterly terrifying. We were in my living room. Izzy was to my right flipping the dagger I had brought with me. In front of me was Nick and Laura hanging upside down from the ceiling. At this point Izzy noticed I was awake. She gave me a wicked grin.

Than all of the sudden she got angry saying how mad she was that I had replaced her. She walked over to Laura and put the knife to her cheek drawing a small cut. Asking me 'what this bitch has that I don't!'. She calmed down. Laura looked really scared. I tried to get up and I noticed that my hands were bound behind me.

Izzy told me we were going to play a little "game". She told me I had exactly 10 seconds to choose which of my friends I wanted to see die. She started counting down. I couldn't choose to kill someone. I begged her not to do it. By the fifth second I was crying tears streaming down my cheeks I was on my knees begging. Saying if their was any of the old Izzy left in her the one I loved she wouldn't do it.

She simply gave off a cruel chuckle. She walked over to Nick saying she guessed she would have to kill them both. She put the dagger,my dagger, up to his throat. I was screaming for her to stop. It didn't matter she slit his throat blood shooting from his neck. All I could do was sit their and watch in horror. She said that it looked like daddy wanted my new girlfriend for himself. That's when I saw slender standing in the back of the room, his tentacles slowly wrapping around Laura. Laura was screaming.

Something inside of me snapped. Between seeing Nick die and this bastard trying to take someone else. I'd been bottling my emotions since Izzy disappeared. But this was my breaking point. What I felt at that moment could be only described as pure rage. I jumped to my feet, hands still bound. I bull rushed the bastard. One of its tentacles shot forward. Then this amazing thing happened....... I dodged around it. I felt this amazing burst of energy. Speed and strength I hadn't had before. His tentacles started shooting forward one by one and I just kept dodging until.... I tripped over my own feet.

He lifted me up and brought me close to his face like in our first encounter. But this time he touched my forehead to his. This song exploded in my head. I can't even describe it. All I knew is that it hurt. I needed it to stop! I did the only thing I could in the situation. I reared my head back and head butted slendy. He actually staggered(this may have been my imagination) and he almost seemed surprised? It felt like slamming your head on a block of steel. I thought head butting a proxy hurt this was about 100x worse.

Even though my head hurt terribly, it had the desired effect. He dropped me and Laura. I looked around and noticed flower petals in the air. This was bad sign and I knew it. I looked behind me and saw him for the first time. I don't remember much about his appearance other then the fact that he was smiling. I knew this was the smiling man. I checked if Laura was okay, once she assured me she was she unbound my hands and we got up and we ran.

I only looked back once and I saw smiley and slendy having a stare down. Slendy's tentacles were swaying angrily behind him, as if he was angry at smiley's appearance. We ran and ran all the way back to the car, not stopping once. Laura jumped in the drivers seat and we drove fast away. It was a miracle we weren't pulled over. When we got far enough away she stopped the car and pulled over. I went to ask her why she stopped when I saw her face. Her eyes were filled with tears and she looked so scared. I hugged her and she cried on my shoulder. Before I knew it I was crying to.

HIS song is still playing softly in the back of my head.

I can't mourn for Nick's death. I'm sure slendy isn't gracious enough to grant me a mourning period. So I must press forward.

I have to get stronger for Laura and for myself. It happened again because I was to weak. I don't know how I'll get stronger. I have no one to train me.

Ill have to find someone to train me, maybe another runner. We're at her friends house now so I'm going to take a nice long shower. God knows I need it.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Damn it! After everything I said. It happened again. I was useless again..........

Because I was weak Nick's, Nick is............

According to Izzy I'm next.... Death can't come soon enough.

Almost there

Just as the title says were almost as close as we can get. From the road my house is a 2-3 mile walk through the forest. The forest is gigantic so are the trees. There so tall that the forest is pretty much dark all the time. Its easy to get lost in the forest but i memorized it as a child.

The closer we get I can't help but have this feeling. This feeling that we shouldn't be doing this. That something really bad is going to happen. But I have to do this.

Laura hasn't been as quiet lately. Shes even cracked a few jokes.

-Roy

Friday, March 29, 2013

The More The Merrier

Ok so 2 posts ago I posted a question about humans with inhuman speeds. Might as well tell you why.

A couple nights back after I had picked up Nick from the hospital he made me wait at the motel again because he wanted to stock up on supplies. I reluctantly agreed. It had gotten dark outside and lately I've started getting anxious when it gets dark out. So I almost jumped when I heard a yell outside. I could tell it was a women from the scream. So I grabbed my machete from underneath my bed.

I bolted out the door against my better judgement. I found the source of the scream to be a young girl who looked to only be a couple of years younger then me. She was a brunette with what looked to be...... A katana? That confused me she didn't look very dangerous. But I put my machete up as I approached her just in case. She seemed to be continuously looking behind her. When she saw me she looked relieved.

R: who are you? (I asked warily)

L: My name is Laura. I'm glad I finally found someone! Please help me! She just keeps following me.

R: slow down! Who?!

L: her!

She pointed behind herself and my only warning was a blur as I was punched in the face. I only saw the girl for a split second as she disappeared and reappeared slamming me into the motel wall by my neck. She held me there as she moved her face closer to mine and stared at my eyes.

Unknown: you know you have beautiful eyes.... My boss would love them.

I couldn't do any thing as she slowly raised a knife and brought it closer to my eyes. She almost had the knife in my eye when she was thrown to the side. I fell to the ground gasping for air. I looked up and was surprised to see my savior was izzy! She was destroying the mystery girl. Pummeling her and when she finally stopped the mystery girl looked terrible. Izzy picked the girl up by her collar and told her "to tell smiley that he wasn't to touch Roy or he would have "daddy" to deal with." The beat up girl when put down simply ran away. Izzy turned and winked at me before vanishing also.

I looked back to see that Laura had passed out. Not knowing what to do I took her back to the motel room. Nick got back and packed up the car. He said we would stay the night. The next morning Laura awoke. She wouldn't tell us where she was from and when I asked who she was staying with she said no one. She told us she would be fine and as we went to leave we noticed a bouquet had been left on the doormat. When she saw this she seemed to get really scared. She asked.... No begged to come with us. She convinced me to let her come with us. Dang it why do I have to be a nice guy. She just looked so scared. So we're almost to my old house and she has been relatively quiet.

I still can't figure out who that girl who attacked us was and who is smiley? Things just got harder.

-Roy

Thursday, March 28, 2013

I'm so bored

Got an entire day of driving ahead of me and I'm really bored. Who wants to chat?

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

A simple question or maybe not a simple one

Is it possible for proxies to develop fear like abilities other than the ability to slender walk? I'll post the details of why I'm asking this later. For now let's just say I had another encounter with a humanoid figure that had inhuman speeds. I've never read about humans gaining fear like abilities. I'm also not well versed in the different fears....

I'm just trying to figure out what I'm dealing with here. Some help would be really appreciated.

Finally out of here

Just picked up Nick from the hospital. Hes still complaining about his shoulder but the doctor said it was fine. Were finally leaving this motel and I gotta say I'm really glad. So yea I fell asleep and When I woke up and checked my blog I read the last post. It was quite disturbing.

Usually I would be reluctant to fight her but surprisingly I'm not. After reading that last post I know that the Izzy I loved is dead and I have no delusions that I could "save her". You can't save someone that doesn't want to be saved after all. Anyways with Nick out of the hospital I'm on my way to my childhood home. The closer we get the worst feeling I get about this. This may not be a good idea.

Something big is about to go down, I can just feel it.

Roy's asleep

So I just let myself in. Awwww look at him sleep. He's so adorable I just wanna stab him to death! But I can't cause daddy told me I couldn't and I'm a good girl so ill listen. I don't like it when daddy gets angry....

Anyways! I was in the area taking care of a runner for daddy (snapped the bastards neck :D ) and I thought I'd be a good girlfriend and check up on Roy. I was looking forward to having a nice chat with him and maybe cut him just a little bit, nothing fatal just something that stings a little. So imagine how sad I was when I came in and he was asleep. On the floor no less. So when I saw his laptop on I thought I would say Hi! Oh how rude of me, this is Isabella by the way......

Well I have to get back to daddy before he gets mad!
Bye now!

-Izzy

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Aww crap....

I find myself in a peculiar situation. I am extremely tired and am in desperate need of sleep. But I'm quite afraid to go to sleep because there's a tree across the street that is quite suspicious. Unless of course trees wear suits and ties. Which this may just be the sleep deprivation talking but last time I checked they don't.

I fear sleep may claim me soon without my consent. It's probably not a good idea to fall asleep with slendy just standing across the street. Chances are when I wake up I won't be in this motel room anymore. I could really use some coffee buuut you can see why I would be reluctant to leave my room.

So for now I'm stuck playing peek-a-boo with slender. This is going to be a long night.

Realization

It was brought to my attention by wolf that I was allowing my emotions to take too much control and it was stopping me from any rational thinking. For that she has my thanks. She is right in the fact that if I can't keep my emotions under control that this will be a short fight for me. Honestly it should have ended for me back at the hospital when I charged Slendy like a retard. Had he wanted me dead I would of died right there. I can't allow myself to let my emotions take control like that.

I'm still at the motel and I still haven't gotten a wink of sleep. Nick should be released any day now. I keep thinking back to the masked man and thinking of why he had been sent. If not to kill me then why? Maybe it had been to test me.... But slendy already knew what I was capable of from our little bout outside of the hospital where he swatted me like a fly. So why? Izzy's words kept replaying in my head that slender would take everything I cared about before he came for me. That's when I had a grim realization. I felt so stupid it had been right in front of me.

That proxy hadn't come for me at all he had came to kill nick. But wolf was right when she said he was sloppy he had missed anything vital. But who's to say slender wont send a more experienced proxy next time.

As soon as nick gets out of the hospital were leaving. I'm going to be a little more careful from now on. So no answering doors at 3 o'clock in the morning.

See y'all later.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Guilt

Hmmmm.. I've been thinking about my masked attacker yesterday. There were a few things that confused me. At first I simply thought he had been sent by slendy to kill me. But then I realized that didn't make sense. If he had been sent to kill me why didn't he do it when he had the chance. I had been vulnerable lying on the ground hunting knife on the other side of the room. Yet instead of finishing me there he fled. It doesn't make any sense.

What had been his purpose in showing up at my motel room if not to kill me. I also realized something else.....

It's my fault Nick was stabbed and nearly killed. What had I been thinking? When I left Michigan I brought Nick with me. Why did I bring him. I've involved him in this fight. WHAT HAD I BEEN THINKING???? Izzy's words keep replaying in my head that she saw herself die then nick and finally me.....

I won't let nick be taken from me.... I can't let him be taking from me! He's all I have left.....

What have I done?

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Waiting at the motel.....

I'm sorry for the vague post yesterday. Wasn't in the right state of mind. Here's what happened last night:

It was about 3:40 when someone banged on the door of our motel room. It woke me and nick up. Being a lazy butt I just sat there while nick went to answer the door. I was wide awake when I heard Nick yell out in pain. I grabbed the hunting knife I had hid underneath my pillow and jumped out of bed. Nick fell to the floor his blood flowing freely from his shoulder. A masked man was at the door a straight sword in his hand. He charged me swinging downward with his sword. I knew my hunting knife wouldn't hold up against such a blade so I dodged sustaining a shallow cut on my shoulder. I grit my teeth and lunged at him while he recovered. He dodged my initial stab but couldn't avoid the follow up head butt. He didn't even seem hurt as he stabbed at my face. I barely dodged and he was able to cut my forehead. I tackled him and stabbed him in the stomach and went to stab him in the face where the eye holes were. He tilted his head out of the way and punched me in the face with surprising strength throwing me off of him. I looked up expecting to see his blade ready to end me. But he had left.

I didn't bother going after him because nick needed help. His stab looked bad so I picked him up and set him in the car. After I had rushed him to the hospital he was transferred to the ER room. The doctor told me he was fine and would have a full recovery. I had to leave because he had to rest. So against my better judgement I came back to the motel.

I believe this was my first encounter with a proxy. After the fight I agree with Raggedyman head butting a proxy hurts like hell. After Nick gets out we're heading back to my old house.

Until next time, Roy.

Friday, March 22, 2013

Where to next

For the past day or so I've scoured Internet for any information I can get about him. Anything that could help me. Most of my information I've gotten from different blogs. So far my very favorites have been knitwolf's (who I respect and slightly fear) and Raggedyman's. Nick is still mad at me because I've just had him driving around the country for the past few days.

But I've decided on where to go next. I'm.... going.... I'm going to visit the home from my childhood. There are things that I haven't told you guys. For now I'm just going to say that for reasons I would rather not talk about right now I need to head back for something I left there a long time ago. I haven't been to my house in five years. But the more I look at my childhood the more I notice that there are some things that happened that Slendy has a good chance at being the cause of.

Reading the blogs has taught me that it's better to be safe than sorry so I'm not going to tell you all where my old house is. Nick and I are exhausted so I think were going to stop and sleep at a motel for the night. Oh my gosh I just saw a cracker barrel. I'm defiantly in the mood for some pancakes right now.

Until next time, Roy.
  

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Izzy

I've postponed talking about this cause I'm not sure that I could. But I'll do my best.

I went back to visit her the next day. She was worse than usual. She seemed shaky, nervous, almost paranoid. Honestly it scared the crap out of me. She was muttering to herself to which.... Izzy dOsen'T talk herself... Ever! I finally had enough and tried to star a conversation this is how that went:

R: so Izzy are you feeling any better?

I: ....................…

R: look feel free to not answer but what happened?

I: *shaking more violently* HIM

R: who?

I: HIM

R: you have to explain Izzy. Your not making any sense.

I: I'll be first....

R: Izz maybe you should lie back down.

I: HE will take everything important from you. Before he comes for you.

R: Isabella?

I: He sees me no matter what I do!

R: IZZY!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?

I: ( picking up a roughly drawn picture of what looked like the slendy behind Izzy) HIM......

R: Izzy Slender isn't real! Get ahold of yourself.

I: you'll see and hopefully before its to late for you.....

R: .........

I: *tears running down her eyes* it is too late for me....

R: Isabella I'm going to be fine. So are you..

I: ( she cut me off here)IT DOSEN'T MATTER WHERE I GO!!! he will find me... He showed me things.... My death! Nicks death! YOUR death....

After that she started having a coughing fit. Blood started pouring out of her mouth staining the hospital sheets. I yelled for a nurse and the nurse called for a doctor.... After that everything was a blur. Nurses and doctors rushing past me and pushing me from the room. I looked and noticed the drawing Izzy had shown me was in my hand, a few droplets of blood shown on the paper. I calmly walked to my car. Started the engine and went home. Nick asked what was bothering me; I simply ignored him and went to bed.

The next day I hesitantly went back to the hospital. As I got out my car I noticed something at the edge of the forest. If I didn't mention that there was a forest near the hospital my sincere apologies. What I saw shocked me greatly.

Slenderman, slendy, ol tall pale and faceless! DOsen'T matter what you call him he was there. At the edge of the forest. Wrapped in one of his tentacles was..... Izzy? She was unconscious as far as I could tell. All of my sense and logic vanished for that moment. All I could think was that this THING was trying to take Izzy. I grabbed the dagger I keep under the car seat( don't judge me) and I charged. Now I know anyone reading this right now has a -_- face right now. But I wasn't thinking of anything but Izzy at that moment.

The only warning I got was the slight twitch of one of his tentacles before he slammed one into my ribs. It felt like I was hit with a brick wall! But being stupid I got up again and charged again. This time his tentacle wrapped itself around my throat. It brought me real close to its face. It wasn't a wonderful experience...... Before I knew it I was back at my house. In pile on the floor of my bedroom. I sighed with relief thinking it had been a dream. I wish It had been a dream..... When I called the hospital they were panicked telling me Izzy was missing. It hadn't been a dream. All of the sudden the reality of it all hit me. Izzy was gone......

I broke down sobbing on my bedroom floor (something I don't do often!). After I composed myself I didn't feel safe. So I told nick we were going on a road trip and you know the rest.

That's it for now I'm exhausted I'm going to try and get some sleep.

Until next time, Roy.

Friday, March 15, 2013

Road trip

This is sooner then I expected. I'm actually updating this from the car on my phone. Don't worry though! I'm not driving. Nick actually is, we're trying to figure out where to go....

Nick has been giving me a death glare the entire trip. Probably because I didn't tell him why we were leaving. Now that Izzy is gone I need to get somewhere safe. What took Izzy.... Once again should not exist. It's everyone's favorite soul crushing monster slendy.

How do you even hide from a creature that is apparently omniscient. Can you even hide from him? Can you fight him? I don't really know what I'm up against and some info would be much appreciated. Im still not ready to talk about izzy..... But I'll update as soon as possible.

Until next time, Roy.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Moving

I don't have much time. After I get off I'm packing my stuff and I'm leAving Michigan and heading west. It's not safe here for me anymore.

I don't have the time to explain everything right now. Long story short Izzy is gone and what took her shouldn't even exist. I might not update for a while. At least not till I find somewhere safe.

Until next time,
Roy

Monday, March 11, 2013

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Gathering My Thoughts

I'm sorry it took me so long to post this. It's just that I've had a hectic week and I needed time to gather my thoughts. Here's what happened.......

After Izzy had called me I jumped into my car and rushed to her house. In the time I've known Izzy she does not cry unless It's really bad. So I almost got a speeding ticket when i was rushing to her house. When I got there I knocked on the door and she didn't come to the door. After a few minutes I opened the door and rushed in. I found her on the floor in her bedroom blood spilling from her mouth. I immediately rushed her to the hospital. She was in the ER room for at least an hour. Until the doctor came out. I asked him if Izzy was alright. He nodded and told me she was resting but he couldn't figure out what was wrong with her. He told me to come back tommorow if I wanted to visit her.

The next day I did go back. Flowers (red roses, her favorite) in hand and a feeling of dread I didn't.... scratch that still don't understand. When I entered her room she was awake sitting up in her bed.. But I instantly noticed something was wrong. She was pale and she didn't seem paticulary focused on anything. When I got closer to the bed she didn't say anything. I was actually kind of scared. Izzy had never seemed so weak or frail then she did now. I set the flowers down and took a seat next to her on the hospital bed. She finally turned her head to me and warning bells went off in my head instantly when i saw the tears brimming in the bottom of her eyes. I wrapped my arms around her and she finally broke. She cried into my shoulder. My shirt got wet but i didn't mind. She just kept crying saying "I'm sorry." over and over again. I didn't even ask, I knew this wasn't the time. I just rubbed her back soothingly and for one of the first times in my life I felt utterly useless. When she finally stopped crying I noticed that she was asleep. So I laid her back down gently and left.

After my little trip to visit Izzy I went home. As I sat down in my chair her words kept replaying in my head. "I'm sorry" what had she meant? What was she sorry for?

I went to visit her again the next day. This time she seemed nervous. She looked at me and she looked ready to start crying again but she didn't. When I asked what she was sorry for she didn't answer me. I didn't ask again. I continued to visit her for the rest of the week.

I'll be visiting her again tomorrow. The doctor said he would like to keep her in the hospital for a while longer just to be safe.

I'm sorry I didn't post this sooner.... I just needed time to gather my thoughts.

Ill update you guys if anything happens. Until next time, Roy.